What's my motivation?

i am a journalism major- news print, but i have yet to find the passion for news within myself. i have prayed and prayed about this. Should i change my major? How can i use my education to do the work God has called me to do? I am very opinionated and the objectivity of journalism is a challenge for me! But i enjoy interviewing (now that i have rid myself of the shyness) and listening to what others have to say about certain issues. i think i'm leaning more towards magazine and feature writing more than news. i read the news to be up to date and informed about what's going on in the world around me so that i can be a conversation chameleon of sorts and form intelligent opinions. i do enjoy editing! i love proofreading and editing symbols and such! But a copy editor's job seems quite introverted and i like interacting with people. i just need to make it through my Intro to News reporting class and i can breathe a sigh of relief! pray for me! Thanks for listening!

Obedience is Better Than Sacrifice!

And Samuel said, Hath the Lord as great delight in burnt offerings and sacrifices,
as in obeying the voice of the Lord? Behold, to obey is better than sacrifice, and t ohearken thn the fat of the rams.
For rebellion is as the sin of witchcraft, and stubbornness is as iniquity and idolatry.
Because thou hast rejected the word of the Lord, He hath rejected thee from being king.
1 Samuel 15:22,23

Just to give you a little background information on 1 Samuel 15, Samuel gave King Saul a word from the Lord to go and destroy the Amaleks. He and his people were instructed to kill every man, woman, child and animal. Instead, Saul and the people were disobedient and they spared the Amalek king, Agag, and the best of their sheep, oxen and lambs. When Samuel questioned Saul about the sparing of the animals, Saul replied that he and the people kept the best of the livestock to sacrifice to the Lord. The Scripture above was Samuel's reply given by the Lord.

Many of us believe that spending a Sunday or Wednesday in praise, prayer, worship, and Bible study is suffice enough in pleasing God.Many of us are sadly mistaken. i consider those who "do" only these things in "routine and ritual" are so far from God. To obey is defined as to carry into effect, execute, as a command. Saul thought that sacrifices of the Amaleks' best livestock would be more pleasing to God than being obedient to His commandments given to the king by Samuel. Many Christians are so secure in the routines and rituals performed inside the four walls of their churches that we fail in obedience. We go to church and we listen, hear, and even learn God's word, but we fail to be doers, thus being disobedient- not carrying out and executing God's Word, when we leave the confines of the sanctuary. Do not misunderstand! Yes, prayer, praise,worship, and Bible studies are all a part of our walk with God. But what does the world profit from it if we only "participate" in Christianity on certain days of the week within the buildings we call "the church?"Nothing. Too many Christians get caught up in "show" instead of letting our everyday lives speak for the goodness and graciousness of God. We don't pick up our Bibles until Sunday and/or Wednesday and we sing and shout and dance all during the service, but when the sun goes down and the services end, we 'show' no signs of Christlike-ness. And we wonder why people don't respect our faith! God wants and requires the obedience of His people! He wants those who are not only readers and hearers of His word, but those who carry out and execute His commandments in reverence and love for Him! Routines and rituals are dead without sincerity in spirit and truth! Singing, praying and even paying tithes seem irrelevant if we are not walking the walk and talking the talk! Obedience is better than sacrifice!

God is Still In Control!!!

It's been a while since i've written. So much going on! Classes started last week, but there was a shooting on campus! Can you believe it! i know the guy who got shot. Thankfully he's recovering! My prayers are with him.
Now, we face another disaster and pure chaos! i live in central Mississippi. We are very blessed and thankful! A few trees and debris fell all around us and our lights were out for 2hours max, but we came through it unharmed! (Thank You, Lord!) Unfortunately, my mom has not been able to contact any of the members of the church she pastors in Jones County, Miss, where 1000 homes were destroyed and 6 were reported dead. Morning Star, we're praying for you! We love you! Keep the faith! it's almost like a war zone in south Miss,Alabama, and New Orleans. i sit here watching the news 24/7 since Sunday night. And its like the end of the world, even as far north as we are! Fights and craziness at the pumps! Most of the gas stations here are out of gas or have no electricity! The shelters are up and running, but some have no water, ice, and AC! It's rough, but we are so blessed! We're 20 miles from the capital, Jackson, where a lot of people are still without power! Cell phones are nearly impossible to use. Pray for the people who have lost their homes and loved ones.
We're blessed! We have utilities and food and our homes are still standing, but if you take an hour and a half drive south, you can't even get to Hattiesburg and it's about 90 miles from the coast!
But what upsets me is the people who are looting and using unnecessary force! They're raiding hospitals and nursing homes and residents! They're raiding department stores, grabbing electronics and jewelry! Where are you taking these things when you have no homes? No power! It's pure chaos! Now, is the time for the saints to band together in prayer, love and fellowship!

GOD IS STILL IN CONTROL! IT'S TIME TO TURN BACK TO HIM AND THROW OURSELVES AT HIS THRONE OF MERCY, NO MATTER WHERE YOU LIVE! NO MATTER WHERE YOU LIVE! WHEREVER WE ARE IN THE WORLD, IT'S TIME TO SEEK GOD WHILE HE CAN STILL BE FOUND!

They shall turn back, they shall be greatly ashamed, that trust in graven images, that say to he molten images, Ye are our gods. Isaiah 42:17

We have made too many things our gods! It's time to turn back to the One Truine God!

Pray for our country! Pray for God's mercy and Peace! My thoughts and prayers go out to all the families on the Gulf coast and everyone who's been been affected by this tragedy, but please remember that God is in control! Hold on to your faith!